yeah so... that's the only news... no! wait, I also moved from Assen to Zwolle and my love and me have our own place and it's just great! I love my new life


...trust......trust......trust...
Give me the trust I need, the trust I need to trust you, trust you with my unstable mind. My unstable mind needs trust; trust only you can give me. Give me what I need, and I'll be yours... for ever.


...darkness looming...Darkness looming, only one cure when I'm honest, two. Don't wanna be honest and just see the one....darkness looming...
Darkness looming. I need some sleep and I need it fast. I must be carefull now I 'm no longer alone.
Darkness looming Must I tell? Or shall I remain still and fix it on my own like I did for so, so long...


GunpointLook into my opaque eyes As one would search inside a mirror. I can’t let you look inside Or see what lays behind. I look at you impassively From inside a life of gunmetal grey.Gunpoint
I stand behind my own eyes Holding a loaded pistol. You look into my pupils, Down the double barrels of my gun. When you try to see what’s there Behind the cold metallic sheen You stare into the abyss, Staring into death held in my mind.
Look into my opaque eyes And search for any feeling. I hide the truth at gunpoint now. The truth would kill you just a


QuestionsQuestionsQuestions
Why is love so cruel? Why does shit happen in the world? WWhy can’t you settle a war with a chess duel? Why do we have brains, if almost no-one uses them?
Why are there people who can live without weed? WWhy are there rules, if no-one follows them? Why do innocent people have to bleed? Why are women so complicated?
Why would you believe something that doesn’t exsist? Why would you deny your feelings? Why would we use guns, when we have fists? Why do I ask this if no-one knows the answers?


23:03I could sit her for hours, contemplating. I'm sat in my room, a towel around me. The lights are down low, So the shadow of the pen seems a part of me. I look down. On my lap. A piece of white tissue with my old toys inside. I touch them,23:03
Bend them. I know I shouldn't; I have no real motive. And yet, they call to me. It's oh so tempting, And my willpower is so low. I run my finger over the edge.
I could have this. I could have it all.
It's strange how they fit so perfectly In the grooves of my skin.


Simple PleasuresI am simply the girl in the corner, my hair draped over my face trying to erase the tears of confusion, layers of clothes to hide my scars while attempting to muffle my racing heart.Simple Pleasures
I am simply the girl in the corner the reject, the outcast, the weirdo. The one that makes others feel better about themselves.
I am simply the girl in the corner
the master of covering up my emotions I smile at those who notice my existence while listing the ways to die.
I am simply the girl in the corner the one who doesn't follow the trends the one who isn
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Once more unto the breach dear friends?
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